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About me |
Specific experiences in the suburban Detroit
neighborhood where I grew up fostered an interest in
understanding what makes each of us travel the path that
we travel. I wondered how some became disenchanted and
perceived life as an unending chain of events from which
they suffered, and how others seemed to grow from life’s
adversity. I wondered what human strengths promoted a
life of authentic happiness, and whether there was a way
to nurture those strengths in myself and in others.
As
an undergraduate at the University of Michigan, I sought
experiences for research; the first was a chart review
to gather data to support the assertion that panic
disorder can exist in children; this is something that
is now widely accepted. Later, my interest in research
and a work-study award fortuitously collided, and I
began mapping dopamine receptors in the brain; I
participated in the collection of scientific information
that contributed to our understanding of brain
development and psychiatric disorders such as
schizophrenia and ADHD.
My
interest in becoming a child and adolescent psychiatrist
was fortified by clinical rotations in medical school at
Michigan State University’s College of Human Medicine.
There I identified patients whose unrecognized
psychiatric illnesses affected the health problems for
which they sought treatment. The challenge of
providing
care and advocacy for patients who were stigmatized for
their medical illnesses, and helping them to maximize
their quality of life despite medically and socially
imposed restrictions made psychiatry especially
appealing. Pediatrics was also extremely rewarding,
where I particularly enjoyed seeing developmentally
delayed children at their school and working with
children and their families at a chronic illness clinic.
My
training in general psychiatry at Baylor College of
Medicine gave me a broad base of expertise in brain
development, psychotherapy, and neuropsychopharmacology
. I also learned about the link between affective
states and brain changes, and I continue to seek ways to
integrate the principles of psychodynamics and
neurodevelopment, which I have accomplished through my
work with children and families as a psychiatrist.
During my child and adolescent psychiatry fellowship at
the University of Chicago, I had the unique opportunity
of providing intensive psychotherapy to children in a
residential facility, up to 3 hours weekly. I am
indebted to the parents who trusted me there, who taught
me how to explain my thinking and interventions, who
provided me with feedback both positive and negative
about the things that I said to them, and who taught me
about how frightening it can be when one loves one’s
child greatly and finds it necessary to place them in a
residential setting. I am also indebted to the children
that I worked with there, especially J, who taught me so
very much and who I remain in contact with to this day.
It was such a privilege to be a part of his life, and to
learn through doing therapy with him about focusing on a
child’s strengths to overcome his vulnerabilities.
Practicing psychiatry has been an incredibly enriching
profession for me, and my own parenting and life
experiences have provided me with a valuable
perspective, and a keen sense of empathy and compassion
when working with children, families, and young
mothers. I worked in the reproductive psychiatry clinic
during my residency, where I began to work with a number
of young women and new mothers. A few adolescents were
struggling with how to separate from the parents in a
safe and healthy way that would allow them to develop
their own identity as individuals. Some of the new
mothers I was working with were experiencing post partum
depression or anxiety. Others were ambivalent about
their new role of mother as they struggled with the
increased demands and responsibilities, or as they
reflected on how their own parenting compared to the
parenting of their own mothers. I have continued my
work in reproductive psychiatry, trying to bring
education and awareness to other physicians, and to
assist the women I work with to manage Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder (a severe form of PMS), and mental
health issues related to pregnancy and postpartum.
I
was fortunate to grow up in a place where girls were
able to register to play soccer, and I grew up playing
and loving the sport. I now have a keen interest in
helping athletes at all levels of competition develop
their strengths and skills, maintain balance between the
demands of their sport and the rest of their lives, and
train in way that facilitates lifelong health and
activity. Since I’ve witnessed the effects of
overtraining, or training inappropriately, I am now
active with the female athlete triad coalition in this
regard. I am also a member of the International Society
of Sports Psychiatry, and I see athletes, teams, coaches
and parents.
I
remain very aware of how the social, political, and
cultural climate impact the development, implementation,
and success of new policies and programs at the local,
state and national levels. So, I have become locally
active within the county where I reside. I am involved
at the state level with the Wisconsin Council of Child
and Adolescent Psychiatry as a delegate to the national
assembly for AACAP (the American Academy of Child and
Adolescent Psychiatry). At the national level, I work
with the AACAP’s Committee on Child Abuse, the Committee
on Media, and the Juvenile Justice Committee. I am also
the newly appointed Opinions Section Editor of the AACAP
News.
It
amazes me how a few decisions can significantly alter
the course of our lives. I am increasingly aware of how
awareness of our own human strengths can empower us to
identify the many opportunities and paths that each of
us finds ourselves on. I remain committed to nurturing
those strengths, both within myself, and within the
people whose life stories I am fortunate enough to be a
part of, whether as a parent, or as a doctor, or as any
of the many other identities that make me who I am.
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